Hallo, Good Night To You

Hei... it's been a hard roller-coaster ride, yeah? It's sad and cruel, i know. But thank you for always believing in us. Thank you for changing your display picture with a silly selfie of us with a "waiting for sure..." caption and make me smile. It's magical, how you can make me smile without us being in a conversation.

And thank you for crying with me this afternoon. It gives me strength. And it gives me hope. It makes me realize that unconditionally love does exist. And the fact that it is our love... it's just too overwhelming.

And baby... I love you...

Im not telling you to wait for me, because I cant promise anything right now. But one thing for sure, I always pray to God for you. Everyday. I pray to God to always keep you safe and happy.

Sorry for not being there right now to hold you... or pat your head... or talking about nothing and everything with you. I cant do that anymore. So if you sad or need me, and you feel like you have no one, can you please talk to God about it? God's always listen babe. You always have God. And you always have my love. Because your name will be permanently said in my every pray.

Dont forget to eat. Dont force yourself too much. And fight for Dasdes! Belajar juga buat SBM tahun depan. Good night, baby.

PS. Be happy. Be safe. (your new status at LINE, it goes to you too :p)  Im not going anywhere. And if you find anyone in the future... and you're happy because of him, Im not gonna sad. I'll be the happiest person in the whole universe. That's how big my love is.

PSS. I dunno, i feel..... maybe this is the way God show us His love. By separating us like this... because God doesn't want us to make sins any longer. Because God want us to love without sins.

I Love You.
Be Happy.
Be Safe.
Im not going anywhere.
Will be loving you always.